I don't know about most people but I know that I've yet to have a set goal in life. Friends around me have some sort of goal or dream to fulfill and they are actually doing things to get there…whereas me, I'm just loafing around and wasting my time and parents money doing nonsense without a goal in mind. Why am I so useless and lazy? I hate me. I want to stay committed to something that I have interest in but I have no such attention span. Seriously, talk about commitment issues.
I got a whiff somewhere that artist on DA who does commissions earn about US$1500 a month for 10-15 commissions. Maybe I can refine my drawing/colouring skills to that standard and earn dough by doing something that I like.
I really don't know what I'm doing with my life. Worse come to worse I can always find some boring desk job but still earn lots of cash for me to feed my hobbies.
I can't think myself as a scriptwriter. I'm getting sick of it. Help…somebody, anybody. The only thing that I don't mind now in this course is the video elements of it. The rest makes me wanna bang my head against the wall and die.
Turn back the clock and let that lorry, which I dodged, hit me and may I die a fast and painless death.
Suicidal tendencies.
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