I really thought I love writing and oh boy was I wrong. I like writing yes but I never thought that I would find anything better than writing. Oh if my classmates were to see this now they would think that I'm not passionate about writing and I shouldn't be there with them, writing and creating worlds of our own. I've always loved the visuals. Be it graphics or videos. Maybe its just another phase which I'll get over pretty soon but what if writing was just a phase? Then am I cheating myself trying to convince myself that I, Kar Men love writing more than anything else in the world? My introductions have always been hey, I'm Kar Men and I love writing how about you?
Only I would know whether the above statement is true or false.
At that moment, I didn't think because that's what people wanted me to be, the writer. And besides I'm in a writing course, shouldn't I be great at writing and all that? But, I came across situations that made me question myself, what if, what if…I really made the wrong decision. It's hard to think that only after a year in this course I've started to doubt myself, and my beliefs.
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